Lyrics

Verse 1: Counting the minutes and watching the ticks,
Caught up in the mayhem and racking up sin,
I’m done with the nonsense and fed up with lies,
Severe the cancer and rip out the ties,
Confined by the hate and trapped by pain,
Try not blink when forced in flames,
Your ripped and torn you’re prompt to quit,
Pain makes you scream and then submit.

Chorus: I don’t have much time now,
So little time at all,
Running out of space,
Enclosed in suffering,
Waiting for the end,
I don’t care no more,
Everlasting hate,
Was in my mind again today.

Verse 2: The pain inside takes over me,
The pain inside burns very deep,
The pills you took might help you sleep,
They numb your pain a slow relief,
I see your face as it bleeds,
I see your ghost as it feeds,
And in those eyes as they see,
Makes it hard and harder to believe.
Chorus 2: Grasping for my life,
Holding on to my own flesh,
Cutting me I mourn,
Dug in deep just like the rest,
Everlasting hate,
I know nothing of this fate,
This is not my fault,
Self-mutilation I did not.

Bridge: Switching,
For all the rest,
Remember then just forgot,
I feel the floor,
Under my feet,
I view it close,
Then I watch it repeat.

Verse 3: Be silent to all the voices inside,
Never listen to them,
The things they say are full of lies,
They never even mentioned,
Forget all the things your hold in mind,
Never remember it,
Walk away from all the lies,
It’s not to hard you can’t win.


Bridge 2: Regret all the fear that made you fall down,
Never rise up again,
The thoughts you think are on the ground,
There packed up tight you can’t win,
Remember all the pain you went through,
Forget life it’s done with,
Run and hide and find a new,
If chased away you won’t win.

Bridge 3: Counting the minutes and watching the ticks,
Caught up in Mayhem and racking up sin,
I’m done with the nonsense and fed up with lies,
Severe the cancer and rip out the ties,
Open the flood gates of death and despair,
Then shut them abruptly without any care,
Reach for the skyline to overcome this,
But you won’t ever expect to run out of bliss,
The darkness is waiting as I make the turn,
The battle is forging and everything burns,
Cater to needs that are far from my own,
There is no one to save you must do it alone.






Verse 3: Death I faced thee other day,
Death is sleep that’s full of pain,
How can you endure what’s inside,
When it breaks you down then splits your mind,
There’s only one thing left to do,
That’s face the darkness inside of you,
Now if the knife turns in your chest,
Then you will die just like the rest.